Ever need somewhere to note your thoughts, aspirations, feelings? This is my way. It may not be for everyone but the content is honest, raw and most of all...real
Thursday, 26 August 2010
My Handsome Little Man
As lots of you may know I have a lovely little border collie called Cody. He is my complete world. Some of you have been lucky enough to meet him, some have even managed to get him to pose for some shots. I love this little chap dearly. I know of no other man who will be super excited when I walk through the door and who is so happy with the most simple of things...the same food every day and just water to drink. For the little things they receive they certainly have lots of love to give.
When I have been unwell Cody has stuck right by my side and always been ready to cuddle me until I fall asleep. I love getting my camera out when he's about, he's such a little poser!
"If you want something so bad, you will do anything to make it happen"
There is one person who inspires me daily, every morning and every night. He was my soldier for so long, the person I turned to when things went wrong, the one who always told me I made him proud. He was my dad - he still is and always will be. Although he is not here anymore, he will always be in my heart and I like to think every day he is looking down on me. He is now my angel.
I like to write my thoughts and feelings down about him, sometimes it helps me deal with the fact he is no longer here beside me.
When I was upset I cried on your shoulder When I was scared you were my soldier When I needed a hug, your arms were there When I cried at night, you'd stroke my hair When I was quiet you'd make a sound When I sat still, you'd jump around When I was upset, you just knew I always think what we've been through Once you were here and now you're gone I couldn't think of anything more wrong You look down on me from up in the sky But sometimes I can't understand why...
This Is Me...I am a normal 23 year old girl who strives every day to make other people smile. I am known for puting everyone else before me and wearing my heart on my sleeve. I have the best people around me in the world, I couldn't live without them. I am a part time model, full time beauty salon owner, loving wife to the best hubby ever, mummy to a little border collie and I'm happily planning my life and living my dreams. Welcome to my world.